Holly (rhiannonfaery) wrote,
Holly
rhiannonfaery

I'm terrible at this!

Gosh, I'm the biggest LJ slacker EVER.
It's no wonder people are dropping me from their Friends list. I never post.

How can I expect people to keep me when they can't get to know me? Duh.
Where to begin... I feel silly writing about myself, my little life.
It's much more interesting to read about all of YOU.

I guess I always feel I don't have anything interesting to say. Not very self-confident, am I?

Let's see ... what is new with me.
My "ex best friend" has inched her way back into my life after us not speaking for over a year.
It's odd; we've picked up right where we left off in a way. I just hope I'm not making a mistake. Some people felt I was better off without her in my life, so I sort of have mixed feelings. Of course, most of *those* people are no longer in my life either. So go figure.
I think I will just take it slow. I do miss her sometimes, the fun we had. Keeping my fingers crossed that she's grown up a bit in the past year. I think the fact that she's getting divorced may help.

My boyfriend of over three years and I broke up about four weeks ago. I have mixed feelings on that. A small part of me misses him, misses "us," but a bigger part of me is relieved and semi-happy.

I keep trying to convince myself that my Prince Charming is out there somewhere.
That's me, always the romantic. ;-)

Happy Valentine's Day, everyone. Bah, humbug.
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Iee, I'll always keep you on my friend's list. I always look forward to your entries, as few as there are, and I find you very interesting. :)

I hope things work out with your ex-best friend coming back into your life. People change often, so it could be she has for the better -- give her chance. But just remember that some habits will always be hard to break, and she might still be in the "changing" process. May take a little time to know for sure if she's grown up, growing up, or playing grown up. :)

It's difficult to break up with boyfriends when we've been involved with them for that long, and impossible not to have mixed feelings about it. But as long as you *are* happier this way, that's what's important -- and always try not to get lost in the fantasties of what "could of been" with him. If it could have, it would have, and as you said, I'm sure your true Prince Charming is out there some where looking for you. :)
Thank you so much for your sweet words. They mean a lot. :-)
It is hard to not think about what "could have been." I'm workin' on it though.

Hey gurl.....if you've been reading about me, you know that my long-term boyfriend and I broke up a little over a month ago too. And just like you, I miss him and "us" but a bigger part of me is happy. It's tough to think back and remember the good times. And even tougher to lay in bed at night alone and thinking about what he's doing.
Sometimes it feels like I'll never get past this.
Ugh...sorry for that. I stopped myself before I went any further. Dang Valentine's Day making my heart hurt. !!
:) Hey, I'm up to 120wpm right now. Half way there!
Wow, Veda, it sounds like we're going through the *exact* same thing. Sucks, don't it? It will get better though. It has to. There is so much out there waiting for us - we just have to find it.

120 is AWESOME! I'm so proud of you. So many people don't stick with it. It's hard sometimes, I sure remember ... but you can and will do it. You ARE doing it. Just keep on truckin'!
I like you on my friend's list, so that's just where you're staying. *Nods*
I guess taking it slow is the best decision for you and your best friend. Best of luck to you both.
Sorry about the break up, you seem to be taking it well...*hugs*
Always here for support.
Thank you very much, Michelle. You are a sweetheart. ;-)
i'm happy to see u back lady. i've missed talking to you! i should have remembered u for valentines day, i'm sorry!!! ;-)
How's it goin'? I'm glad you read my boring journal - at least someone does! LOL
Hope all is grand with you.

Re: Hey there T!

biok5

15 years ago

Hi
i used to be danicadatura but i recently changed my name
im not venousblood
i added you to my new list and i just wanted to alert everyone that i had moved..:)
Oh Holly, it's okay that you never post. Except that it'd be nice to hear from you once in a while. But! I like you on my friends' list, so that's where you're staying. (See, four months after you posted this you're STILL on my friends' list. :D :D ) I hope things are well with you! (Are they?)
Aww, thanks for being such a sweetie. I'm thrilled that you've kept me on your Friends list, despite my *never* posting.
I admit it, I enjoy reading other people's journals a heck of a lot more than posting in my own. I just find other people way more interesting, ya know?

*grin*
Just a quick note to let you know I'm going to bookmark you instead of have you on my friend-list. I still plan on reading your journal, so if you start updating again, leave me a comment and I'll add you back :)
I love to read everyone elses LJ, but I hardly ever post. So, don't worry about it. I'll put you on my friends list if you put me on yours! I read some of your comments to the brat, and I thought I'd check your LJ out.

Aw, you're sweet, thanks! It's good to know I'm not the only one who does all readin' and not enough postin'.
*grin*
"Where to begin... I feel silly writing about myself, my little life. It's much more interesting to read about all of YOU. I guess I always feel I don't have anything interesting to say. Not very self-confident, am I?"

See i feel exactly the same way as well. Especially since there are some many really talented people on livejournal.

anyway good luck with everything!